When I get upset, I shut down. I go silent and don't talk very much. I'll be in that type of mood that I hate everyone except like one or two people because the world is full of monsters with friendly faces. They don't genuinely care, they're only curious. In many ways, I prefer my own company. It gives me time to think. And yes, sometimes I swear more than a little, but that is just part of my imperfect humanness.
Holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make you strong. if anything, it makes you weaker. Because you’re doing it out of fear.