When I get upset, I shut down. I go silent and don't talk very much. I'll be in that type of mood that I hate everyone except like one or two people because the world is full of monsters with friendly faces. They don't genuinely care, they're only curious. In many ways, I prefer my own company. It gives me time to think. And yes, sometimes I swear more than a little, but that is just part of my imperfect humanness.
I think I have finally come to understand why my life is like it is. All of the heartbreaks and disappointments are going to help me truly appreciate love, whenever it finds me.