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 When I get upset, I shut down. I go silent and don’t talk very much. I’ll be in that type of mood that I hate everyone except like one or two people because the world is full of monsters with friendly faces. They don’t genuinely care, they’re only curious.  In many ways, I prefer my own company. It gives me time to think. And yes, sometimes I swear more than a little, but that is just part of my imperfect humanness.  



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L♥VE  </description><title>Don't make me sad. ☮</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @ayuliyana)</generator><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhgojfbo5f1qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/50706322689</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/50706322689</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 12:38:05 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lddk1vy7wV1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/48590512770</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/48590512770</guid><pubDate>Mon, 22 Apr 2013 12:18:40 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>True that.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3v6jnXHe31qcq13bo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;True that.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/48415612576</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/48415612576</guid><pubDate>Sat, 20 Apr 2013 12:50:46 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lc30vwwmff1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/46915000175</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/46915000175</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Apr 2013 12:51:45 +0800</pubDate><category>sad</category><category>Sad Love</category><category>emo</category><category>emotional</category><category>emo love</category><category>alone</category><category>lonely</category><category>break up</category><category>loss</category><category>give up</category><category>hurt</category><category>hope</category><category>Strong</category><category>need you</category><category>miss you</category><category>sun</category><category>guitar</category><category>girl</category><category>fashion</category></item><item><title>Forgive Me.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;strong&gt;I sin.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I’m flawed.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I forget.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I’m hesitant.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I stray.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I was drowning in a world of sin.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Lord you guided me to the bay.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I kneel&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And I pray.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Where would I be ,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;without your endless mercy?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/46850425592</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/46850425592</guid><pubDate>Mon, 01 Apr 2013 22:59:57 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>you know who you are.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ldzrzm53nB1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;you know who you are.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/43004083538</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/43004083538</guid><pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2013 23:23:00 +0800</pubDate><category>miss you</category><category>ldr</category><category>need you</category><category>I love you</category></item><item><title>misscookieisbubbly : I’m from Malaysia, but I’m...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/20d6442a3b27f4868332de7a994ec8a9/tumblr_mhfmgfxJBl1qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://misscookieisbubbly.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;misscookieisbubbly&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; : I’m from Malaysia, but I’m studying abroad. :)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Thank you for all the heart warming messages. &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/41856497628</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/41856497628</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2013 17:31:28 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lg1bufnyOC1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/41856177484</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/41856177484</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2013 17:17:20 +0800</pubDate><category>sad</category><category>Sad Love</category><category>emo</category><category>emotional</category><category>emo love</category><category>cry</category><category>tears</category><category>need you</category><category>give up</category><category>girl</category><category>hope</category><category>quotes</category><category>lonely</category><category>loss</category><category>hurt</category><category>break up</category><category>bed</category><category>beauty</category><category>beautiful</category><category>smile</category><category>happy</category><category>happiness</category></item><item><title>I don’t like it when we fight. Do you know how confusing you...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhf9so1SuX1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I don’t like it when we fight. Do you know how confusing you are? Sometimes you confuse me so much I get confused about why I’m still so crazy about you.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36887824033</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36887824033</guid><pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2012 01:43:00 +0800</pubDate><category>love</category><category>miss you</category><category>ldr</category><category>emo</category><category>Sad Love</category></item><item><title>Im running..Trying to find the doorCan’t take this pain no...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhew655Usy1qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Im running..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Trying to find the door&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Can’t take this pain no more&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Going fast..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Trying to escape the past&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;I’d rather die&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;than live this lie&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Looking for closure, or a friend &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;someone to help me mend&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Trust is my biggest fear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Yet, i cannot shed a tear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;People always leave&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;I can do nothing but grieve&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Afraid i can’t restart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;As we are miles apart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Hoping he won’t be the same&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;I have only myself to blame&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;He just wants to see me smile&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;But i’m in my own denial&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Should i believe? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘Cause in my life…&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;People always leave. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36363508187</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36363508187</guid><pubDate>Sat, 24 Nov 2012 02:02:00 +0800</pubDate><category>sad</category><category>emo</category><category>break up</category><category>Hate</category><category>cry</category></item><item><title>Please "LIKE" ?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Hi there, my sister just started a new business page of &lt;strong&gt;Erine Ezora Fashion online shopping.&lt;/strong&gt; I&amp;#8217;d be so grateful if you could help her out by liking the page to show some support? Just need to spread the words and our work a little bit. Your support means so much to us, and we can&amp;#8217;t wait to share what we&amp;#8217;ve put together. Please &amp;#8216;LIKE&amp;#8217; and share with your friends to get the latest update. Thanks for your time ;D&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.facebook.com/ErineEzoraFashionOnlineStore?fref=ts" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.facebook.com/ErineEzoraFashionOnlineStore?fref=ts" target="_blank"&gt;http://www.facebook.com/ErineEzoraFashionOnlineStore?fref=ts&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36140585296</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/36140585296</guid><pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2012 23:35:00 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I miss going to this place! Pretty lights!
Rockefeller Centre,...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvrhl240gc1qe49wpo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I miss going to this place! Pretty lights!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rockefeller Centre, New York.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/35848958033</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/35848958033</guid><pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2012 01:39:28 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I have the right to advocate for myself. Everyone should...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md1trjNk2J1qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I have the right to advocate for myself. Everyone should exercise this right because the only person you can trust is yourself. If even I won’t advocate for myself, why should someone else? Yes. I am all about now. If you have a problem, fix it NOW, otherwise you just live with the problem for longer. There is hardly ever a good argument for procrastination.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/35108485807</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/35108485807</guid><pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2012 12:28:31 +0800</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>personal</category></item><item><title>where are you?? why aren't you posting anymore? :(</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Hey I’m doing great thanks! It’s been a while since my last update, and for that I apologize! Things have been crazy here lately, with a lot of traveling and a lot of reading and class attending between. It’s been an incredibly fun time, but unfortunately it didn’t leave a lot of time for blogging. Until now, that is! I promise I’ll get back to posting real soon.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/34978893088</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/34978893088</guid><pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2012 23:02:55 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I love New York, seriously. But I don’t think I can live long...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcrlaeX0rw1qffi9eo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcrlaeX0rw1qffi9eo2_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I love New York&lt;/strong&gt;, seriously. But I don’t think I can live long enough with the ridiculous tax charges.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/34953997772</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/34953997772</guid><pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2012 12:00:00 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I never stopped loving you. I tried. God knows I tried. But I love you. I always have.</title><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/32654132867</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/32654132867</guid><pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2012 13:00:39 +0800</pubDate><category>sad</category><category>love</category><category>miss you</category></item><item><title>And never let go. Really, I miss you. :’(</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lktxnvySeB1qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;And never let go. Really, I miss you. :’(&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31974355681</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31974355681</guid><pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2012 15:01:00 +0800</pubDate><category>love</category><category>Sad Love</category><category>miss you</category><category>ldr</category></item><item><title>Thank youuuuu! &lt;3 &lt;3</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mafkghQRQ41qcq13bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Thank youuuuu! &lt;3 &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31644013878</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31644013878</guid><pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2012 14:53:05 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>get over it.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljl7u8cgNJ1qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;get over it.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31550442627</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/31550442627</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Sep 2012 07:38:57 +0800</pubDate><category>sad</category><category>Sad Love</category><category>emo</category><category>emotional</category><category>emo love</category><category>need you</category><category>give up</category><category>hurt</category><category>break up</category><category>loss</category><category>lonely</category><category>cry</category><category>tears</category><category>quotes</category></item><item><title>I’ll be your moonlight.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lbkpd2sog11qcq13bo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I’ll be your moonlight.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/30618205009</link><guid>http://ayuliyana.tumblr.com/post/30618205009</guid><pubDate>Sat, 01 Sep 2012 08:12:29 +0800</pubDate><category>love</category><category>I love you</category><category>miss you</category><category>need you</category><category>romantic</category><category>sweet</category><category>sun</category><category>light</category><category>life</category><category>courage</category><category>couple</category><category>man and woman</category><category>boy and girl</category><category>girl</category><category>hug</category><category>hold hands</category><category>sea</category><category>water</category><category>blue</category><category>night</category><category>happy</category><category>smile</category><category>wishes</category><category>dreams</category><category>distance</category><category>times</category><category>people</category><category>quotes</category></item></channel></rss>
